LuckByChance Saga - "Missing Her"

Its been long real long. I haven't seen her and I am really not able to cope up with my studies. Well My university exams were bad real bad and I think I would not graduate this June.

Same thing with LuckByChance but I hope she clears all her subject. She isn't feeling well since last 4 days am really worried for her.

Last night I called and she didn't reply back. Well I though when you don't see or speak with the person you are in love. I am feeling real low again. I don't understand what should I do so she starts loving me. I may sound maniac sick but that's the fact I mean I feel she is the girl I was looking for so long.

There was a time when every hot girl use to turn me on. But now I don't feel the same because I have changed a lot I tried going back to old myself but I think I and lost him somewhere very far behind.

LuckByChance I really love her to the greatest extent of what you say is "Love" and I don't know whats there for me in future and thats was causing me to only leave in present.

God please ....

"So Far Away" by Staind

This is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings I've shared
and these are my dreams
that I'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping

now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and I'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that I've never said before
i think I'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that I've never shown before

somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping

I'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me